2005/06/03

Day Forty Four--Don't Want To Share Which I Gain After The Chinese Opera

今天想寫多一點自己,
請別介意。

太陽高掛時,
啊,
我起床了,
時鐘的時針分針指示下,
應該是下午二時,
看電視片刻,
動身練習結他,
又看一看有關戲劇的書藉,
洗澡後便出門。

搖一會巴士,
途中不停重播「抗戰二十年」,
不久,
隨鄰座傳來的迷人香水的消失,
硬撐開惺忪的眼睛,
原來下一站要下車,
那時是下午六時半,
在尖沙咀的人潮左跌右撞,
捱到六時四十五分,
在渡輪上又渡過約十分鐘,
終於到達大會堂,
呆了又一個十分鐘,
便拿出那時獨自一人買的一張戲票進場,
看的是崑劇,
座位值一百八十港幣,
三小時的精彩表演,
加半小時紀念王傳淞大師的錄象,
帶着滿足的寶藏以「午星」小輪回尖沙咀。

抵岸時,
碼頭鐘樓指示出時間為十一時十分,
接著,
吃完邊走邊溶的麥叔叔雪榚,
上了巴士並覆回電話給友人,
他的談話充滿挑釁下,
詢問我身在哪裡,
淡然回應自己剛從尖沙咀回程,
然後,
我再回覆不是去練習,
他即是說我又無所事事又一日之類的說話,
我心想「可能是吧!」
他有意揶揄我,
依常理感到很反感,
不解釋地用兩三番語句打發了他便算,
雙失滋味真不好受,
這段日子漸漸不想找他們。

回到大埔後,
約會認識己五年的兩位朋友,
在公園喝喝啤酒,
歸家的時候,
是凌晨三時,
完成日誌是四時。

3 則留言:

匿名 說...

Well, i still remember that you want to change your job...you have quitted your original job now?
Are you okay?

Calm Nation 說...

Still Finding job as it's diffcult
feel annoy

匿名 說...

The world is full of annoyance and ignorance.
We are quite helpless sometimes.
Words from people maybe unpleasing yet they used to be supportive.
Well it is the failure of commuication.
Silence and distance are better, perhaps the best.
You are brilliant, at least your modern poems here are.
Just do your best and enjoy yourself in the way you feel comfortable with.
Only you, your own self hold the paintbrush of your life.
Cut off the greyness and splash it with a vivid tone.
You, as a youth, is already too amazingly colourful.
Don't let yourself down. You are not 'double-lost'.
Every of your attempt in daily life is so correct, since you believe in your own faith.

Nobody is hero,
yet everybody is.